the other night i had a dream that i was standing in a black room
i couldnt see anything just........black
and then i heard thevoice of the girl i love
i could hear her voice saying "i hate you" over and over again
and i wanted to get away so i turned to run and i saw
my best friend witha knife in my stomach
i couldnt feel pain only the chill of the thought that she would do that to me
then when i looked back up to look her in the eyes
everyone i love
everyone i know
was standing behind her with knives
and as the took turns stabbing my absent minded self
i could only feel sorrow no pain at all
i usaully feel pain when i get hurt in dreams
then everything went gray
like a black and white movie
and evryone was gone but i still had the blades in my wounds
and then i see a clouded figure who says "this is not you"
and evrything went black again
and i sat there crying until i see the girl i love
she tells me "im sorry"
and out of anger i say "get away"
she slowly looks away and i hear her cry
then shes gone out of the middle of nowhere
and so there i layed alone.......bloody..........and hatefull
and it crosses my mind that im not worth anything and i should hate myself
then there is a loud voice not screaming but shouting at the top of its lungs
it sounds like a woman as it screams "DONT SAY THAT YOU HELP MORE THAN YOU HURT"
and i fall i dont see anything just the never ending black
as i lower into the blackness
i wake up and its already day time
and the dream itself was about half an hour
i wok up in a cold sweat and terrified with tears in my eyes
bu i dont jump up as i awake but instead i just open my eyes calmly and just lay ther
and ever since this dream ive been attracted to a song by radiohead called video tape
thers just somthing that pulls me
someone plz talk to me i need closure i cant stop thinking of this dream
SolidMetalRock
wow, this is very weird, think about yourself i mean, your not depressed right ?
JessePants (Updated )
i was feeling like i was going insane the night before i had this dream