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what in the hell........is going on plz read whole thing i need closure

Posted by JessePants - March 20th, 2008


the other night i had a dream that i was standing in a black room
i couldnt see anything just........black
and then i heard thevoice of the girl i love

i could hear her voice saying "i hate you" over and over again
and i wanted to get away so i turned to run and i saw
my best friend witha knife in my stomach
i couldnt feel pain only the chill of the thought that she would do that to me
then when i looked back up to look her in the eyes
everyone i love
everyone i know

was standing behind her with knives
and as the took turns stabbing my absent minded self
i could only feel sorrow no pain at all
i usaully feel pain when i get hurt in dreams
then everything went gray

like a black and white movie
and evryone was gone but i still had the blades in my wounds
and then i see a clouded figure who says "this is not you"
and evrything went black again
and i sat there crying until i see the girl i love
she tells me "im sorry"
and out of anger i say "get away"

she slowly looks away and i hear her cry
then shes gone out of the middle of nowhere
and so there i layed alone.......bloody..........and hatefull
and it crosses my mind that im not worth anything and i should hate myself
then there is a loud voice not screaming but shouting at the top of its lungs
it sounds like a woman as it screams "DONT SAY THAT YOU HELP MORE THAN YOU HURT"
and i fall i dont see anything just the never ending black

as i lower into the blackness
i wake up and its already day time
and the dream itself was about half an hour
i wok up in a cold sweat and terrified with tears in my eyes
bu i dont jump up as i awake but instead i just open my eyes calmly and just lay ther

and ever since this dream ive been attracted to a song by radiohead called video tape
thers just somthing that pulls me
someone plz talk to me i need closure i cant stop thinking of this dream


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wow, this is very weird, think about yourself i mean, your not depressed right ?

i was feeling like i was going insane the night before i had this dream

oh ok... di something hard happened to you ?

well i had a very hard run with an ex girlfriend of mine
and al last week i was hurting girls left and right because they wanted to be with me and i didnt so ended up turning down about 9 girls last week
and they all hate me now

Okay, I've read everything so far, so are you usually a kind person?
I can guess that you are, I think what this dream is doing is playing on your fears. Remember, it's just a dream. I can see from this that you're afraid that what you've done is going to come back on yourself.

If I were you, the first thing I would do is approach the people you hurt and apologize to them; ask them if you can do something to make it up to them. It's very simple, forgive and forget. You have to atone for the pain you've caused, otherwise you'll end up running yourself into the ground over this dream. I say this from experience as I've had a very similar experience on a couple of occasions.

However, first thing's first. Take a deep breath, and forgive yourself. Think back very carefully and tell yourself what you did wrong, and what you can do to make it right. It will all come around and you'll be fine, trust me. :)

-Jonathan

k thx

No problem, glad to lend someone a hand.
Let us know how it works out. I'll help wherever I can. :)

-Jonathan

k
pssssh
its usaully me that helps people
ive gotten peoople ut of suicide and crap like that and here i am
wollowing on my own thoughts

This dream could mean one of two things.
1) You hate your mother.
2) You need to draw some pics for me right now or your head is gonna explode.

I lean toward the latter, although I'm pretty sure Sigmund Freud would go with the former. On a serious note though that is a pretty detailed description of a dream, did you write this right after waking up or something? Cause most people forget their dreams almost as soon as they think about something else.

no
i had this dream like 1 week ago

interesting have you thought of being a writer? um i do a gig on the side so i would say you have inner conflict with an external issue bad grades family trouble relationship perhaps, but thats my two cents. thank you for visiting my hell whole of a page and just settle with it and it'll be good as new unless you've already jumped

k man

I'm just 14-year-old so I don't know what to say..........I have a huge crush on this girl(borderline love) and we were friends but I had to frag things up.........so I can relate to the girl part,I understand that,everything else I can't understand.......but I have to say,that hurts........just hang in there

well
thx and good luck with the girl

you're welcome and thanx for the luck(things are getting better :) and just hang in there.........talk to someone about it.........actually.....u can't tell anyone your dream since everyone you knew was in it right?..........

lol
ya

Based on what you said earlier about you usually helping people that line "DON'T SAY THAT YOU HELP MORE THAN YOU HURT" could have a double meaning.

1) It's either related to those 9 girls you turned down thereby hurting their feelings.
2) You have an internal struggle and hurt on the inside whether you're consiously aware of it or not.

Perhaps you unconsiously harbor a deep self loathing that is working its way to your subconsious by way of dreams. They say that dreams are a way of working through our problems. Perhaps you have issues with girls you aren't even consious of. I would highly reccomend keeping a dream journal from now on, more dreams can lead to more insights.

ya
maybe i should

Heyyy babe its dannii from msn remember
listen to the used all that ive got !!!

yuppers
lol
i hope you like newgrounds

fer sure that

uhhm hmm

soooo................are you feeling better now?

ya pretty much
but the whole girl problem thing hasnt gone away

ya I can relate to that......*sigh*....

hmm that sux

eh......the situations going better.....(we r friends again) I just wish it could be more than that...

ya trust me i know how it is

I think it's a turning poiint in your life, you should stop submitting Kitty Krew-eque Flash :)

lol
i dont

once i had a dream that i think someone that i`ve known for almost forever was chokeing me,and in real life i couldnt breath.i thought i was dead,i woke up with tears in my eyes and every since then i have been scared for about the rest of my life,i was really young and couldnt really breath the rest of my life.

wow
that sux

-_-................... if ur a god then imma GODDESS!!!
oh so scarey just dream of me!

woop
*dreams of you*
.................................
...*dies*
.................................
....jk

(what was I gonna say....)

HAPPY F******** EASTER!!!!!

FUCK YA
XD

(DAMN I WAS HOPING U GOT MY JOKE) the F******** is supposed 2 b FANTASTIC!!!
but still....XD LOL LMAO ROTFL.......what else is there.......OMG.......that's all I got

lol
XD

i had the same dream last night pm me if wanna know more

ummm k?

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